bleed between the lines

I shout at the thinking mind
I get angry at my own screams
I'm dry of crying over my own pain
over my cursing heart and my lost dreams

I do not understand
why I was loved and run over
I do not understand
why I was removed from your skin
I do not understand
why you held somebody else's hand
why make my touch seem like a sin

Make me understand
that my love shouldn't be this
that i should see the light of tomorrow
and let go of our last kiss

i hate me for my words
it hurts me when they hurt you
i find no escape from my dilemma
coz I'm guilty of still loving you

-T